Sunday, July 19, 2009

Bodybuilder Manual Velba

Modern but Moderate

End of semester! ... but the work continues. At least now I miss tests, papers and essays through August. This taste of the doctorate has left me with the feeling that although I could have gotten better results, at least the capabilities are (except in theory, of course). But well, the balance is positive, although the mental exhaustion is difficult to recover in a long weekend. At least I had the luxury of a full day doing nothing ... walk in his pajamas for the dept, without worrying about the phone, or when, or even what was going to eat lunch. It's strange not having that feeling of not having to deliver something the next day. Work continues, however, but as is something that I have experience ... looks more like a relief in a way. While

productive neurons lie ... reflections do not stop. The mind goes on and it begins to turn to things that were suspended for a period of examinations and assessments. Ensuring a couple of things (like the work of teachers), empienzan to itch other stuff. Independent living is nice, but not pay bills ... but are necessary evils in pursuit of independence, right? However, the big question arises ... Now what? Not that I feel I've completed all the stages of my life I feel I should make up now ... but rather that the course is as true in some things. I feel that anytime I say "grab your bag, you go on long journey" ... there are things which if I'm not ready yet. And I have people behind me that says "come on, give! ... This is your thing! Is no more." But I'd like to think that I will dedicate my whole life to work ... that is, I like what I do ... but I would end up as a beloved teacher, who recently found her cancer and is only ... eminence, but only. That will be my fate?, People will pass through my life as usual and go and come? ...

I've always said I do not like uncertainty, but I lived with it quite well. Living this has not been a problem, and I've enjoyed ... and I enjoy it so far, and nothing wrong. But ... Until when? "No" would be the answer ... One response that I hate most in life, but which I can not free myself ...

And so, I still have things that I'm ... as if nothing ... only that "nothing" seems like a good plan permanent. Any plans?, Yes, I love that word, but sometimes not really know to where ... but at least something, whatever ... whatever ...